Fading

Surgery was two weeks ago.  The bruise from my IV has finally faded.  There is no longer any physical trace of pain, which infuriates me.  I want a hideous, visible sign so that my exterior matches my mind and heart.  I have not healed.  Not yet...      

I had my follow up appointment with the OB this afternoon.  The plan is to wait for my cycle to naturally begin, take Clomid, have blood work for progesterone checks, and hopefully begin trying to conceive again with the following cycle.